The longest pause is between how it is and how you'd thought it would be. At least that's true if you see the only way out as through. Jury-rigged thoughts live among the ponders when you live almost entirely inside your own head. It's gotta be a virtue, an attribute, maybe even the redemption required to diffuse those sands of time inspired thoughts of desperation which creep into the day's existential dread.
If more clicks = more money it's easy to see why lots of transactions with just a small markup get the nod over high-end high profit, exclusive sales. Here's the point: the same empathetic power within that goes haywire into codependency can be used to let in the light of goodness to take well being to the finest places. In the former life the goodness was always distracted by tingles from strangers or crushes of unattainable status. Mercifully, the feeling of love keeps the end-of-the-line chances slim.
Career refreshers lean towards keeping it copacetic. XXV